When everything topples down,

2010-03-22T17:09:00.001+08:00

www.creationmythz.tumblr.com

2010-01-16T12:11:00.001+08:00

2010-01-14T18:45:00.000+08:00

I won't be active here that often sorry bye D:

2010-01-07T21:06:00.002+08:00

I miss Zakiah and Anisah D:

Fuck, I'm not afraid of you cause you mean shit to me, so please, if you're here to insult me, you need better back ups bitch. If you really hate me for hating on you, say it to my face. _|_

2009-12-31T19:01:00.002+08:00

Its a few more hours to th end of 2009. Honestly, I liked 2009, and somehow I hated it too. It depends on how you look at it actually.

Anisah; Thnks for being thr for me anytime I needed you, we've been through lots of ups and downs and next yr will be our twelfth years of friendship. Who'd knew we'll go through so much and still be as strong as superglue. Of course we had so many fights, and I remembered th most recent one was either this year or last year? But we made up like a few hours later, hehe. I'm really sorry for being a bitch sometimes, but you're one of th only ones who can tolerate all my fucked up nonsense. I love you.

Zakiah; My other bitch, thnks for being thr for me too. You know I love you alot, and you will be th one I'll cherish for a very long time. I miss how we used to have so much fun in primary school, stayback and lepak at th great wall, dog and bone outside th library. Eventhough we dnt have as much fun now, since we're not in th same school and all, I really do, deep down inside, miss all th kiddy fun we used to have, really. However, I hope we'll still be lepaking at Loyang Point next year, buy keropok ikan, steal Anisah's food and all. Haha, your th one I seek to to do stupid things with. I love you.

Krizhen; Krizheeeeeen, you're one of th reason I survive school. And not to mention NCC. You're th closest I have in school, you're th one I seek if I have any problems in school/NCC. Eventhough your so whiny liddat, I still love your company, alot. Haha, I know you're not gonna read this, but heck, this actually shows how much you mean to me. Hehe. Thanks for all th things you've done for me, thnks for giving me your password for FB just so I can see *'s profile. AHAHA. I love you.

Vanessa; Vanesssssa, my math partnerrrr. You're th reason I look forward to Math and not to mention school, really I'm not lying. You never fail to make me smile, let alone laugh each day in school. You're th one I do nonsense things with in school. Th one I laugh with. Eventhough its only been a year, I'm thankful I got to know you at all. Hehe, if not for th Community Waypoint Challenge, I wouldnt be this close to you. Hehe. I love you.

Haha, ok got alot more, but I shall save it for next year cause I sound like I'm gonna migrate and never see you all or something. HAHA. This is sincere okayy. Hehe, bye.

2009-12-22T20:58:00.002+08:00

A- Me la.
Z- Th most bimbotic bestfriend.

Z: yknow on Monday??!?!?!
A: YES WHTTTT?!?!?!
Z: guess what!!!!!
A: WAIT LAST MONDAY?
Z: no ytd!!!
A: YES?!?!?!?! OMG DONT TELL ME...
Z: HUH WHAT
A: HAHAHHA OK WAIT IS IT ABT YOU?
Z: YEA LA -.-
A: DID YOU *
A: OK MAYBE NOT HAHAHAHAHAHA
Z: You can haha?
Z: Even if I * I wont tell you
Z: ANWZZZZZ
A: OI TAK BAIK SEH
A: ANW WHAT HAPPENED ON MONDAY??!??!?!
Z: I DIDNT SAY A SINGLE LOL
A: (Thinking she was talking abt not saying any 'lol' in our convo)
A: AHAHA OMG YEZZZ
A: GOOD FOR YOU
A: SO ANYWAY!! WHT HAPPENED ON MONDAY?!?!?
Z: I DIDNT SAY A SINGLE LOL!!!
Z: -.-
A: Oh. -.-

TRUE DEFINITON OF ANTI CLIMAX. Luv you baby.

2009-12-13T23:00:00.003+08:00

I miss tht girl there^ and I knw she misses me! Hehehe. Eh, meet me soon la.

To my dearest bbygrl you knw who you are,
I'm truly sorry for ruining yr night eventhough you said it's not my fault, but seriously, I'm feeling guilty as hell. Dnt be sad kayyyy, you said you're fine, but I knw yr really not, anyone who's in yr situiation wouldn't be fine. Whtever it is I'm always here k, and you knw who to go to for a shoulder to cry on or for a pair of listening ear, I luv you bby.

2009-12-12T23:17:00.002+08:00

Ytd's 58th COC's POP was awezome. Met up with alot of Camp Pin/SSC/SC girlz. Wooo. I miss Anisah and Zakiah. D: Lepak tmrrr. K, bye.

2009-12-07T23:42:00.001+08:00

I luv to kiss Zakiah and Anisah, muackz.

2009-12-07T22:57:00.001+08:00

New Moon was.. quite boring. Hhaha. But th company was great; Zak, Anis, Syak, Hakim and Suhail. Taylor's body is fckng hot and Robert is so cute liddat. Lepak after that. NCC girls meeting next week, yay, eggcited, kay, byeez.

2009-12-06T22:26:00.000+08:00

Lepak was good, (Y).

2009-11-30T00:33:00.001+08:00

Going off for camp tmr, wait.. in a few hours time and I haven't packed yettt. D: K, bye.

2009-11-28T01:44:00.002+08:00

I miss Anisah and her kentalness.
I miss Zakiah and her bitchyness.
I miss Krizhen and her whinyness.
I miss Vanessa and her nonsenseness.
I miss Razlindah and her patientness.
I miss my life.

"There's nothing here in this heart to borrow,"

2009-11-23T21:29:00.002+08:00

Omggz, I havent pack for camp yet D: I am excited plus scared. Haha, nightwalk! I wnt to go Batam D:< Camp will be tmr till Thurs, and I'll be going off to another camp frm th next Mon to Fri. Yay, Camp Pinnacle ftw~
K, bye.

2009-11-22T19:53:00.001+08:00

Lepak with my girls and fuckyeahstrangefinds.tumblr.com was th best thing tht happened to me this whole week. Update more soooon, watch this space.

2009-11-17T12:51:00.002+08:00

This few days has been rather difficult for me. Alot of unexpected news. Now I wish I didnt have any emotions. It seems like th littlest things are making me cry. I think I'll run out of tears soon.

2009-11-16T00:28:00.002+08:00

Omg, omg, omg! I wna watch 2012 so badly now. Everyone's saying how awesome it is. Damn it. AHHHH. I.WANT.TO.WATCH.IT.NAO. Ok, I like bitch, I know. Hah, planned with Yu Xuan to watch it this Tue. Tmr's wait, today, haha, shooting, live range weiz. Scared uh. Later IA. Die. Haha, I bet only NCC ppl will understand this. Haha, k, bye, luvluv.

2009-11-14T23:06:00.001+08:00

Cause even whn I dream of you,
Th sweetest dream will never do,
I'd still miss you baby,
And I don't wanna miss a thing.

2009-11-14T20:16:00.002+08:00

I hate milk.
I sleep with my door closed.
I eat my pizza from th crust down.
& I need you.

2009-11-12T20:14:00.001+08:00

Actually right, I typed a whole paragraph tht I intended to post. But I deleted everything. Period sucks big time.

2009-11-11T21:22:00.003+08:00

I feel like a selfish bitch nao D:

Tht aside, today's training was tiring ttm. Sorry Devi for not following you this morning and lied abt being sick. HAH. I was really damn lazy to wake up swear. Haha. Anwz, my other two bestfriends are lepak-ing now and I'm here and.. not there. Damn it. Ok, I hope I see thm tmr D: K, bye.

2009-11-10T20:15:00.001+08:00

You can't make it feel right,
when you know tht it's wrong.

2009-11-10T20:08:00.000+08:00

You are a fucking cibai.

2009-11-10T20:01:00.000+08:00

Why did you just have to come into th picture?
Why why why?

2009-11-09T23:19:00.001+08:00

Ehh I miss Anisah and Zakiah. Swear, like hell.

2009-11-09T22:22:00.002+08:00

*Chatting with Devi on MSN*
Atika: *Suddenly receives a text from Devi which says "Hi"
Atika: Eh Devi why you send me msg for?
Devi: For some PERSONAL REASON
Atika: STOP IT WITH YOUR PERSONAL REASON LA
Atika: Your personal reason = want to waste money
Devi: NO LA!!!!!!!!!! =(
Atika: HAHAHA THN?
Devi: Fine.. i cnt send msg to *... then i send to u.. u reciecve a msg rite?

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA OMG STUPID GIRL. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

2009-11-05T20:39:00.002+08:00

Omg, today so awesaaam. Lessons were.. very fast. HAH. NCC was tha best. SHOOTINGGGGZ FTWWW! (Hahaha, first time using FTW. Dont know correct context or not. HAH) Shoot until cannot shoot. Haha. Omg, I've changed my mind. I'm really excited for Camp Pinnacle cause KRIZHEN is going. FATIN ALSOOOOO(!!!!) Company Camp also cause we organisingggg! Maybe sleepoverrrr in school to 'clean th store' plus watch movie at night in th music room = SHIOK. Paranormal Activity with Devi and Pravita sooon! And ETP with NCC girlsz! Wild wild wet with Van and all sooooon! New Moon with P666666! Omg. Liddat how to study. Haha. I MISS ANISAH. Haven't met her this whole week. I know, sad right! MISS YOU ANISAH. LUVZ YOUUU! Leaving tonight.. actually morning. Like 6am?! Hahaha k, byee!

2009-11-03T19:50:00.002+08:00

Anisah: Wht if you wake up and find your hair very short?
Atika: Omg, I'll be so sad! But depends if th short is like fashionable-ish.
Anisah: No, short like S*'s.

Hahah this is th reason why I luv you Anisah Rahziah!

2009-11-01T19:16:00.002+08:00

Hii. Lepak with th usual today. I just realised tht my schedule is quite packed for this month. Fortunately, I will be freeeeee this December. KL this Friday. Company Camp on th 24th to 26th and Camp Pinnacle on th 30th to 4th Dec. Eggcited for allll. Ok mostly not th NCC ones. Haha. I dont wnt to go to school tmr damn it. K, Bye.

2009-10-31T20:34:00.000+08:00

2009-10-31T12:50:00.001+08:00

(fuckyeahstrangefinds.tumblr.com)

Hilarious Durex(condom) advertisement.

Haha.

2009-10-30T17:01:00.002+08:00

Suppz.
I think right, I wnt to promote th movie My Sister's Keeper. Hehe, a really 'moving and powerful' story. Worth watchingggg. Prepare 568 boxes of tissue. My shirt was like wet cause I was crying nonstop la. Anwz, today was receiving report book day. I did.. ok la. Really need to start on my sec 4 topics. I've decided to start AMaths from th first topic this holiday. And yes, I'm gonna need help. SHAZA AMALINA MIT AREE. I need your help please. Haha, k, bye.

2009-10-25T21:21:00.002+08:00

Heyz, weekend was awesome.
Yesterday was Jo's birthday party. Yes, it was fun. But th weather is, fucked up, swear. Anw, had a lot of fun thr. Took dozens of pictures with Vanessa. Angsty guy, hahahaha. Inside jokez eh.
Today lepak with Zak. LP first to meet Anis. DTE later with Zakiah. Talked about everything I swear. Luv her please. Fish and Co. Lepak at fifth floor, took pictures like there's no tmr. Sushi after tht. Luv. Pictures up on facebook k. Bye~

2009-10-24T00:54:00.003+08:00

Unlike th others, you stayed for a little longer.

2009-10-24T00:34:00.002+08:00

Whn I text or chat with right, usually I type alot of ha-s.
Haha: I'm not really laughing, maybe I'm smiling a little, tht one also rarely. This is usually th starting of my reply msg.
Hahahahaha: Abit funny, I'm probably giggling.
HAHA: Quite funny, but laugh like for one time only.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA: Ultimate funny. I'm probably laughing.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAx10000: Really genuinely laughing.
K la, bye.

2009-10-23T20:48:00.002+08:00

These are things tht you don't know/already know/don't want to know/know but action don't know/have always wanted to know about me. Yes, I'm currently very bored, hah.

1. I don't like lizards, at all.
2. I'm afraid of heights.
3. I like long bus rides.
4. I like to shop.
5. I don't really like it whn people use th word/abbrievation 'lol'. I'm not really sure why though.
6. I'm in NCC. Haha, yes, can you believe some people don't knw this!
7. I like to watch local Chinese drama series.
8. I'm very interested in learning how to speak Chinese.
9. I think right, think only la, I go on facebook too much. D:
10. I like th number 3!
11. I like pink!
12. I like to go swimming.
13. I think Miley Cyrus is quite pretty.
14. I get distracted easily.
15. Even if there isn't distractions, I will find one.
16. I cry very easily.
17. I think baby girls are cuter than baby boys. Hahahaha, really.
18. There are three things tht you can usually find by my bedside and they are my watch, my wallet and my phone.
19. I like to sleep in th bus!
20. I like th smell of rain.
21. I like th smell of cigarettes which have not been lighted.
22. I like th smell of underground MRT stations.
23. I like horror... things.
24. I like to lepak.
K, ENOUGH, BYE.

2009-10-20T20:26:00.002+08:00

Today was a tiring day, really, not really th best day fr me I must say. First, I had to take 36 on my own to town. Yes, not one of th best ideas, I admit. Me being me, obviously, I ended up getting lost. To where? I'm not sure myself. Asked this security guard and he said Cathay Cineleisure was half an hour from where I was. Pfft. It's ok. So, walked and walked, and walked, finally found th rest. It's not tht I've never been to town, but I always go there by car you see. So, ate, and went in th theatre. Watched fame. I'm not sure if I'm intellectually challenged, or I just couldn't connect with this 'performing arts' thing, but really, I felt th movie was shit. Not in a good way. Well, okay, th performances were okay, but it had no plot, at all. At least I thought it didn't have any. So, aft th fucking terrible movie, intended to walk to Far East Plaza. While walking, me and Deonn were wayyyy at th back. I'm not sure if they were fast or we were just slow. Thn this two ladies approached us fr this nonsense shit survey. We thought it was there and thn, so we kindda agreed half-heartedly seeing th rest wayyy at th front, abt 50metres away. So they brought us up to th office. Th survey was....... And th worst thing was none of them realised we were gone, until like most probably ten minutes later. And we had to call them before the realised I think. So, after tht, we had to walk to FarEast. Neither of us had a single shit idea of how to get there. Went in Ion's underpass which leads us to th otherside, Wheelock place thr. So confidently walking, saw Far East Shopping Centre and went in. Weird... it was totally different, not th normal Far East I always go to. Deonn had no idea if it was th correct one, so went all th way up to third floor after realising we are at th wrong mall. Asked th security guard, and we got dissed by him. Fucking hell. But he showed us whr Far East PLAZA was, and it was right where we were just now, just tht we passed by it without realising it. So, walked backk. Yes, in th hot sweltering sun, sweating like pigz. Finally found them, by th time, I was really shagged, really. So went off with Deonn. Thnks Deonn fr th MRT ride home, luv youz. I'm still tired, bye.

2009-10-18T23:34:00.002+08:00

Swimming with Anisah today. Lepak hardcore. Was talking abt everything. Heart to heart talk with Nis = Bestest shit you can ever get. Thanks Anisah, you knw I luv you. "Its not a possibility Anisah, its a confirmbility, OMG, help me, Rausyan disease!" Classic. (L).

2009-10-18T11:05:00.002+08:00

"New Moon bila keluar ah?"
"Malam ah!"
Omg, swear aku luv korang!

2009-10-17T23:59:00.002+08:00

Raya today was awesome ah! Zakiah, Anisah, Raz, Afiqah, Rausyan, Hakim, Syakirun and Zul. Omg, I swear it was awesome. Swear lepak at each house like hell. Especially Raz's. Reached home at 11.30ish, tired. Pichaz up soon, thnks guys fr th luvly day. New Moon soon ehhhhhh! YAY, TMR SWIMMINGZ WITH NIZ AND ZAKZ. Bye.

2009-10-17T00:54:00.002+08:00

I hate it whn I'm feeling like this, I need a remedy.
Whn I see you, I run out of words to say.

2009-10-16T19:49:00.002+08:00

Omg, examz finally ovaaarzx. Bugis today with Debz and Prav! Bought my shorts, shirt and my bagz. Looking forward to th aftermath of exams! Raya tmr(!!), gym/swimming(maybe) on Sun, out with Van and all on Tue, Captain's party on Sat. Eggcitedz. Haha, k, bye!

2009-10-15T12:10:00.001+08:00

Like a melody in my head tht I cnt keep out.

2009-10-12T18:10:00.000+08:00

"Your th one I love, your th one I need."

2009-10-10T13:14:00.000+08:00

Cause my love is a soldier and my heart is a grenade.

2009-10-09T21:13:00.001+08:00

Ehhh, I think I'm gna start wearing my orange Levi's watch again cause Justin has th white one. ^^. Speaking of oranges, my brother told me a fvcking stupid joke th other day. Banyak-banyak orang, orang ape boleh makan?
Ans: Yes, orange. KENTALAN OWHAT.

2009-10-09T15:58:00.002+08:00

If only I didn't hear a thing, at all.
If only I was immune to this.
This is th reason why 'ifs' never exists.

2009-10-08T14:49:00.002+08:00

Zsupzx. Studying at th library noaaaaaawz. My sandals broke today D: Cause I walked in th puddle. IT WAS SLIPPERY OK. Thn I had to stand at th same spot cause if not my slipper will like idk, MOVE UP AND DOWN. So waited fr Anisah to come. I needed somone to share my embarassment and misery with. Decided to walk back home. Crossing th road was a big challenge. NOW I GOT NO MORE SANDALS. BYE.

2009-10-05T18:01:00.002+08:00

0:00-7:30 = Omg, sooo hooooot.
7:30 onwards = totally melllllllltttssss.

2009-10-04T22:06:00.004+08:00

OMG, I FOUND THESE VERYVERY OLD/EMBARASSING/ENTERTAINING/AMUSING PICHAZX.
First pic: In class! With Noran and Alex(I think?!) at th back!
Second pic: JALAN RAYA. I think this was at Raz's old house!
Third pic: At th second floor toilet!
Fourth pic: I didnt even knw this was taken! I think this was at KL?!
Fifth pic: OMG HAHAHAHHAA.
Sixth pic: KLLLLLLLL. OMG, LOOK AT MARYAM. HAHA.
Seventh pic: At some news studio!
Eith pic: Fucking cb look at my face sialllzx.
K, bye.

2009-10-04T16:44:00.000+08:00

Thousands of love.

2009-10-03T23:48:00.001+08:00

2009-10-03T22:46:00.002+08:00

3:53 - 3:55 Fucking cute.

Today was best. Out with Nis, yet again. Heh. Met her at 1+ Was confused cause we didnt knw where to go. In th end, went airport. Anisah was talking abt everything above th ocean. Swear. Good thing is right, I knw who she went out with ytd and who 'Sunshine' is, ^^v. Haha. K, I dnt really knw 'Sunshine's' name and all, but at least I knw th person actually exist. Hahe. Popeye's fr lunch. Candy Empire aft tht to get our cookies. And thn we got lost. We didnt knw where to go. I swear we like worst thn th tourists there. So we sat down at th fountain. Thn we went to draw at th stencil thingy. Hahaha. Thn I stole papers. Haha. So we walked up, confident mcm tau mana nak pergi. T3 is freaking big and I think only 1/40 of th space there is actually being used :O We got lost finding th skytrain. Haha, cause Anisah's a bimbo. We didnt see th singboard at alllll. Hahaha. Anisah wnted to go in th hotel and action we were frm there, I knw, kental, Anisah wht. Hahe. Skytrain-ed to T1, thn Anisah didnt wnt to alight. So we skytrain-ed back to T3, thn T1 again. Hah. Walked to th I FORGOT WHTS TH NAME OF TH PLACE. DEWAN LAMBAIAN. HAHA. Th place where you can see all th airplanes depart la. So we sat, fr less thn 5 mins, thn Anisah asked if we wanted to go Tampines. Fyi, th whole reason we met was to study. Haha. But we didnt knw wht bus to take to Tamp. My mum said bus 21. Anisah's mum said got no bus at all. But we still went to th bus station. Which we got lost tryna find it. HAH. Took 27 in th end. Walked and ended up at Starbucks. Got my caramel frap. Some old lady came up to us and asked us if we had any oil. A Phillipino woman came up to us fr donation. One of th Starbucks employee was like mopping near our area, thn she stopped while looking at th Cleo mag tht was on Nis's lap, so she asked is it was this month's issue, so she borrowed it and went to th back, thn there was sudden burst of really loud laughter, thn she came back and asked if we were regulars and showed us a picture of her previous managar in th mag. We were :O. Very. Th whole time there Anisah keep thinking tht I have a crush on her. PFFFT. Its ANISAH. HAHAHAHA. I bet she wanted me to confess my 'feelings' fr her so tht she can confess to me too. HAHAHAAHAHA. Ok, Popular afterwards and Anisah left. Met my mum, and bought yet again, another top frm Cotton On. Reached home at abt 10. K, pictures up as soon as Photobucket stops being a bitch. K bye.

2009-10-02T21:23:00.000+08:00

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2009-10-02T17:58:00.002+08:00

HIHIHIHIHI. EOYs started yesterday. Out with Nis today. Heehee. We took 359 for once. Ended up at like th same place. ANISAH LA, BITCH. K, th whole time Anisah was blabbering abt god knws wht. K, kidding, she was talking abt tht fucking slut friend of hers. Hahaha. My ears were tired frm listening to her story. Yes. It was freaking long. Like 45 mins. Haha, but I still listened, intently. Heh. TM for LJS and Cotton On. Got my tops and belt. We took quite a while to decide on wht to buy. Haha. T1 fr Frolick and Diva. Got my pink hairband(!). Anisah was late to meet her SUNSHINE. Was reminiscing in 15. Hahaha. ABOUT TH FREAKING EMBARRASING BUS RIDE. HAHAHA. AND MY RUINED CAKE. LIKE SWEAR RUINED LIKE FUCK.

Eh girl, kau jangan nak step pull off th minah talk eh. Malay kalau pass tkpe. Yes, feel my wrath. Haha. Sudden burst of kemelayuan. I think NCC Camps bring out my malay/minah-ness. Not tht th ppl there are. But like, in sch I dnt speak malay to anyone. Except fr th cikgu. Which I rarely speak to. Haha. I luv camp. K BYE.

2009-09-29T19:05:00.004+08:00

Hi. LP ytd to study. Yes, we barely did anyth. Except fr laughing at th man sitting beside us. Highlight of th day was twenty cent ball game! (Y) Th best. Won a ruler and a not so nice pen. Heh. K, I honestly dnt knw how to fill up this space. Bye.

Stop making me feel like this, please?

2009-09-25T22:07:00.003+08:00

Time waits fr no man.
In this case, no one's an exception. I'm rusing fr time myself. A lot of things happening lately, things tht I've never been through before. Oblivious to th fact tht EOY's starting this coming Thurs until this week. Yes, everything's too overwhelming. I must admit this yr was fast. Like hell, freaking fast. So, today was th best day fr this week. Cause of Krizhen, and cause I met Anisah, aft almost a month, yes, a month. Met her like quite late, around 8. Walked everywhere, got my frolick, and GOGO Chicken Frank. Talked abt everything. Reached home at almost ten. I need to start revising, tht's wht I've been saying, but really, I just dnt feel like it. I need a break. From everything. Everyone.

2009-09-17T17:21:00.003+08:00

I ~~kindda~~ miss them, alot.

2009-09-15T20:26:00.002+08:00

Weird things have been happening lately. One of which just happened a few minutes ago.
Me: *Staring at th screen, looking at Justin Bieber performing*
Brother: *Tengah get ready nak sembahyang, stands behind me, while on th phne*
Me: *Looks behind very weirdly, continue staring at th screen*
Brother: Jual ape? (Selling wht?) *While on th phne*
Me: *Turns back and stares*
Brother: Kau dengar. (You listen.) *Hands me his phne*
Me: *Presses phne against ears, but doesnt hear anything*
Me: Takde pape pun. (There's nothing)
Brother: Cakap hello. (Say hello)
Me: Hello..
Person on th other line: H..ee...lll..oo *In th scariest voice ever*
Me: *Shocked, quickly gives back th phne to brother*
Brother: Hello? Nak jual ape? (Wht are you selling?)
Me: *Staring intensely at brother*
Brother: *Shock face, puts down phne*
Me: Dia jual ape? (Wht is he sellig?)
Brother: Keropok.
Jeng jeng jeng. Siala, scary owht sia. His/Her voice was th scariest voice yo ucan ever imagine. Swear. But my brother said org main main. I hope. I need to start revising, really.

2009-09-13T21:36:00.000+08:00

I think I like this very cute boy.
(No, not Justin.)

2009-09-13T18:45:00.001+08:00

Your my one love,
One heart,
My one life for sure.

2009-09-12T14:48:00.002+08:00

SSC was freaking awesome. Sweaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar. Mainly cause of th people who went! Alpha 1 = Best platoon ah. Best was at night, lepak hxc in th bunk. Girls there were awesome. Pagi, malam, siang, petang buat kecoh. Guys there were very friendly also. Best. It was a challenge fr th muslim people to fast cause th weather was fucked up. Freaking hot weather makes my throat dry, however, seeing th rain just makes me thirstier. Haha. Didnt fast fr th whole 3 days. Haha. K, I'm not th only one though. Semua tk kuat semangat. Anw, SSC was MPH-ish. Haha, cause tht's where we spend most of our time at. Heh. Omg, raya is like soooooooooooooooon. It doesnt feel like it though. Maybe cause I havent been fasting this whole week. Hmm. K, bye.

Imma Staff Sgt ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

2009-09-10T01:00:00.002+08:00

Oh my god. Justin Bieber brings hot to a higher level. Fucking swear. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TRBtYs_qmYk&feature=related) His voice just melted my heart. And he's 15. Fated owhat.

2009-09-09T17:46:00.001+08:00

Senior Spec Course (SSC) from Thurs to Sat!
Wish me luck!

2009-09-08T22:34:00.002+08:00

It hurts so badly whn you do so much fr tht person, not knowing if he or she is willing to do as much fr you. Th sacrifices I've made, th things I've been through, I've had enough. Really. Its been happening a couple of times this thing. But its only now tht I mean wht I actually say. I dnt wnt to bother anymore. Crying doesnt seem to work. It will just repeat again and again. And trust me, this time, I wont let it happen again.

2009-09-08T20:11:00.004+08:00

Something significant happened last night. I'm kindda sad tht it happened though, but I'm happy I did wht I was supposed to do, long time ago. Anyway, out with Joey, Nellis, Rachel, Ningy, Deonn, Shirleen and Joyce today. Watched Th Proposal. Fucking funny tht story. Cried at certain parts of th show, cause it was very touching. D: Sat beside Vanessa = non-stop blabbering. I think we laughed a bit too loud right Ning?

OMFG ANYONE HAS A NON-CAMERA PHONE?!?!?! I BLAME MODERN TECHNOLOGY FR THIS CRISIS NOW.

2009-09-07T19:42:00.003+08:00

Started on my mutual today. Yay, be proud of me please. Hoping to finish my armsdrill mutual by today! SSC this Thur. Excited/nervous of course. I hope I'll be able to fast by thn! So I dnt have to lie. :O Speaking of SSC, anyone got non-camera phne?

I love you enough to let you go.

2009-09-06T17:43:00.003+08:00

Current addiction: GTA Liberty and Sims 2 Castaway.
Th PSP seems to be my bestfriend now. Except whn it dies on me, before I can actually save my current game! Yes, I have no life. Second proof: I'm freaking playing Tic Tac Toe with Devi on MSN. Ahhh, th PSP's still charging.

2009-09-06T01:13:00.003+08:00

I took out everything in my closet cause I wnted to rearrange it. But instead, I ended up lying on top of it playing Diner Dash on th PSP.

2009-09-05T20:07:00.001+08:00

I cannot be bothered anymore,
I give up.

2009-09-05T14:25:00.002+08:00

Cause I'm not sure either,

I wnt you to knw,
That it doesn't matter,
Where we take this road,
Someone's gotta go,
And I wnt you to knw,
You couldn't have loved me better,
But I wnt you to move on,
So, I'm already gone
-Kelly Clarkson, Already Gone.

2009-09-05T13:26:00.002+08:00

If I were a bachelor(ette),
I would wnt to marry,
Th fireman's son,
More thn anybody,
Cause he can squirt,
And I can squirt,
We can squirt together,
In th middle of th night,
Squirting one another.

If I were a bachelor(ette),
I would wnt to marry,
Th policeman's son,
More thn anybody,
Cause he can shoot,
And I can shoot,
We can shoot together,
In th middle of th night,
Shooting one another.

If I were a bachelor(ette),
I would wnt to marry,
Th carpenter's son,
More thn anybody,
Cause he can screw,
And I can screw,
We can screw together,
In th middle of th night,
Screwing one another.

If I were a bachelor(ette),
I wound wnt to marry,
Th ice-cream man's son,
More thn anybody,
Cause he can lick,
And I can lick,
We can lick together,
In th middle of th night,
Licking one another.

If I were a bachelor(ette),
I would wnt to marry,
Th vampire's son,
More thn anybody,
Cause he can suck,
And I can suck,
We can suck together,
In th middle of th night,
Sucking one another.

2009-09-04T22:12:00.006+08:00

"I kindda secretly think th moon is in love with me cause it keeps following me."

Today was utterly exhausting. Army Open House aft school. Freaking crowded. Waited under th sweltering hot sun, with ten thousand people surrounding you. But it was worth th wait though. Whole lot of military stuff. Th tanks, submarines, huge helicopter thing was (Y). Got to carry th SAR 21 like how th army people do it, damn shiok. Wore th huge black mask which supposedly prevents th breathing in of any harmful chemical substances, which kindda messed up my hair, swear it was difficult to put on. Overall it was a real eyeopen-er. Bus ride home was best, but freaking long, like one hour? However, sang, laugh, ghost story, scream, laugh.
Reached school at 7.15 Th school was swear to god creepy, cause it was like dark, and we were just talking abt ghost stories in school. I am officially addicted to th game Diner Dash in th PSP. Next week's gna be (action) pack. Senior Spec next Thurs and I have not even started on my mutual. Sucks. Excited fr Tue. Mon and Wed left to complete my homework and actually start revising fr my EOYs. Speaking of exams, result slip issued today. Hah.

I can't keep on feeling th way I do,
I can't keep on hiding my heart frm you,
I can't keep on loving you frm a distance.

2009-09-02T18:12:00.002+08:00

Over time we wear different masks. If we wear them often enough, do we become the masks or do they become us?

-http://www.flickr.com/photos/lightshousehpc/2268452282/

2009-08-31T21:28:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I wonder why you try so hard to get attention.
Why, why, why?

2009-08-31T17:40:00.003+08:00

Today was best. School in th morning as usual. Met Anisah aft school and bussed straight to PV. Met th rest there. Lepak. Great Wall of China, 1.6km lane and haunted toilet is still th best. I swear th haunted toilet is still as scary as it was before. But clean though. Ran around like everywhere cause we were being chased by th security person. Left in th end. Lepak somemore under th block. Laughed at practically everything. Fr th approximately 3hours I was with them, I think I laughed fr like 2.5hours. All thnks to Zakiah fr being so cute, Anisah fr following me to th toilet ^^ (Hahaha), Jannah/Shaza/Ashikin fr making 20148329057892 fucking stupid but still funny jokes. And th guys, Rausyan, Syakirun, Arham and Mudd.. fr being there eh. Ok, I miss primary school now.

~~I'm thirsty.~~

2009-08-30T21:01:00.004+08:00

Most of my time was spent with Zakiah yesterday. Talked abt everything above th ocean. Highlight was beg raya and doa at KFC. Best. Oh, Frolick = (Y). K, bye.

2009-08-28T20:26:00.003+08:00

(Insanely old picture. My eyebrows are so.. shaped eh.)

Final Destination's fucking M18. My hopes were crushed. Swear. Godddddd. Now I have to wait fr th DVD to be released. Today I also found out tht we will be having mutual fr SSC. Which equals to teaching infront of everybody. Sucks. But on th bright side, tht's th only thing we'll be marked on. No GSK, nothing else. Excited fr tmr, finally get to see my girls up there.

2009-08-27T17:47:00.002+08:00

I'm realy not fond of th way primary school kids behave/speak/blog.

2009-08-23T20:45:00.003+08:00

This feeling's going, going.
Believe me whn I say I dnt wnt it to.
This feeling's going, going, gone.

2009-08-22T15:36:00.003+08:00

It feels like everything's drifting away. Th whole world's beyond your reach now. Its times like this whn you suddenly realise th world is crushing down before you, and th fact tht you have no control over anything breaks you, slowly, but eventually. All you can do is wait fr everything to end. But somehow, you dnt wnt to lose, lose th war your in. You wnt to be able to stand again. Despite all th obstacles you know are ahead of you, your still strong inside. You flick away every single thing tht's stopping you. Your ready to charge. Its a solo battle now.

2009-08-22T13:51:00.000+08:00

Don't forget to remember me.

2009-08-21T21:31:00.002+08:00

I dnt knw wht to post abt, really. I think this is gna be a type-whtever-pops-in-my-mind post. :O Tmr marks th start of fasting month. I dnt knw how to react to this fact. Haha. Ok, I shall list down th advantages and disadvantages:

Advantages:
1. Save money fr more impt things like shopping.
2. Fasting month = Th arrival of Hari Raya :D

Disadvantages:
1. Have to be extra nice. Hahahahahaaha.
2. Must refrain myself frm blurting vulgarities.
3. I will get restless vvvvvveeeeeerrrrrrryyyyyyy easily.

Hahahha. I'm such a lozer pok. But it's ok. I shall endure this. Idk wht else to type. Omg, did I mention I wna watch Final Destination 4 badly??!?!?!?!?!?!?!? Eh, does anyone knw th word (not exactly one) 'ftw'. Hahha wht is tht uh, hahaa. I rmbr asking someone like long time ago, she said it means 'wtf' just tht you twist it. So its fuck th wht? Haha. A bit confused. I just saw something tht frightened me so much. :O

I'm kindda excited fr SSC. But nervous at th same time. Heh. But on th plus side, I'll have a red landyard(not th phone one please) (Y)(Y)(Y). There's nothing else I can say, eh, eh, eh. Hahha really. Bye.

Let me light up th sky,
Light it up fr you,
Let me tell you why,
I would die fr you,
Let me make this mine,
I'll ignite fr you.

2009-08-20T17:02:00.003+08:00

School has been a drag. But on th bright side, endless laughters of Vanessa and me is a plus point. She makes me laugh at th STUPIDEST thing I swear. Water droplets (inside jokez). Hahahahhahaa. Hahhaa, write enough abt you ready not Vanessa?!?!

DATE TO REMEMBER: 27 AUG.
FINAL DESTINATION 4 (!), 3-FUCKING-D (!!!!!!!!!!)
Death saved th best, for 3D.
Action (pack) only.
Omg, I wna watch Orphan too.
Why must it all be NC16 DDDDDD:

This is a nonsensical post.

2009-08-16T16:10:00.001+08:00

My cute hamster. He bit me twice. But I still luv him.

2009-08-13T17:08:00.003+08:00

I took a few minutes to gaze at th stars last night (Cause I wanted to see a shooting star foh real). Felt so serene. Thn I came to conclude tht th one thing tht prevails all of us is: time. If not always, maybe once, you find yourself racing against time. Its like a never-ending race tht you compete in. Sometimes your leading, and, most of th time, left behind. If we had a moment whn time stops. Your watch dies. Th clock stops ticking. Suddenly, freedom captivates you. Free to do anything, anything at all. But thn again, without time, nothing and no one will progress. Your stuck there, forever. I'll be fifteen, for my whole life(not so bad a thing, but still).

Idk why I typed tht for. A Math today was do-able. Just not enough time (Y). I'm beat. I swear I'm forcing my eyes to open now. Bye.

2009-08-01T18:45:00.001+08:00

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Fckn hot please.
Omg omg omg.
Soo hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot.

2009-08-01T16:42:00.002+08:00

Omg, finally got th letter fr th IC thing.
Yay, today, I am Atika Amirah without an IC,
as of 27 Aug, I will be Atika Amirah, with an IC. :O

*Reading th letter*
(Any change of particulars after 16/07/2009 is not reflected)
Cbbbbbbbbb, niari date brape sia?!
Haha, nasib no changes.
K, I is harpiezx.

2009-08-01T15:05:00.002+08:00

Just came back frm NDP's training, tiring.
Will be going off to meet Anisah later :D
Ok, bye.

2009-07-31T21:56:00.002+08:00

I have been _____.
I dnt knw why I'm ________.
I cnt stop but ________.
I think I _______.
I _______ everyday because _________.
I knw this is ________.
I tried not to ___________.
I will _______ and ___________.
I cannot continue _________.
I _______ because of __________ also.
Fuck kill me now.

I thank God fr th creation of Krizhen Izadel.
(Cause she's my saviour, listening ear and conducting warren one.)
I thank God fr th creation of slanted rooftops.
(Cause smthing super impt got stuck cause I action cn throw so good.)
I thank God fr th creation of hockey sticks.
(Cause it was th one which saved th very impt thing.)
I thank God fr _________.
(Cause I'm ________.)

Bye.

2009-07-28T16:49:00.002+08:00

It's like I waited my whole,
fr this one night,
Its gonna be me you and th dancefloor.

I still luvz tht song, as much as Anisah Rahziah Bte Abdul Rahman who typed th previous post which was full of inside jokez ^^ So dudigal gitu.

2009-07-26T19:17:00.001+08:00

SHEBANG!

DUDIGAL, RADIGAL, OH SNAP

hehehehhehehehehe.

i luv anisah and N.

2009-07-26T12:09:00.002+08:00

This week was :D
Friday's th best. NCC was filled with shoutingshoutingshouting. Me, Krizhen and Nicole shouted at every corner of th school -.- But it was all worth it fr me and Krizhen. Heheh ^^ Aft NCC was even better, alot of laughters. (Y) Yesterday was NDP Preview, wahhhhh awesomezx. First time since p5 tht I went to one of these. Damn shiok. I feel so proud to be a Singaporean. Best part was at th 'When I grow up' segment. All th small kids said wht they wanted to be and this cute bugger was like 'Whn I grow up, I wnt to be a PSP helper, help people play PSP.' Hhaha, cute owhat. Didnt regret spending time with my mum and sister ;D Pictures up soooon.

2009-07-22T16:45:00.003+08:00

I'm on th front line and I'm risking my life,
I'll make a sacrifice just to have you by my side,
Your th one I love, your th one I trust,
I'll hurt someone tht come between us.

2009-07-19T02:53:00.001+08:00

2.54am now and I'm being entertained by minahspeak@livejournal
(Y)

2009-07-18T20:43:00.000+08:00

Sibei, I wnt to watch sialzx.

2009-07-17T18:17:00.003+08:00

Have been staying back almost everyday, this week. Busy with presentation. Stayed back with those two jokers. Pravita and Devi ;D Laughed alot; our bloopers, in th comp lab, whn th sit on th bus fell off whn I stood up hahahah and whn I couldnt get my bus. Hahaha.

I dnt get you, at all.
Wht is your fcking problem, seriously? Why do you hate it so much whn someone does better thn you? You complain abt everyone in th world, whn you havent even realise your just as fcked up as th people you insulted. You know yourself your a big fck egoistic slut, but you dnt have to show it to me. Everyone knws you treat me like your own dog, I knw it too, but I just couldnt be bothered, but you've gone over th limit bitch. Stop bossing people ard to do your favours, stop acting like your so big, whn everyone knws your not. You let others do your work and you get all th credit, everyone's had enough of your fcked up attitude please. You complained you dnt have time, like anyone fcking cares, your not th only one who has a 'packed schedule' bitch. You dnt even put effort into anything tht has got to do with *. If you dnt fcking care abt it, why even join? Stop sucking up to them, its not gna. I dnt give a fck even if you *, stop intimidating me alrdy, no one will be affected with or without you, tht's how much you've 'contributed' so far. We're not tryna ride you out, but this time, you have crossed th line. I'm disliking you more now. And trust me, I'm not th only one.

2009-07-11T21:46:00.002+08:00

Today I accidentally cut myself while cutting th chicken, I was holding th chicken up while pointing th knife on it cause th knife wouldnt go through, thn I pushed it up, so th knife went through my skin, it was a very deep cut cause it kept bleeding and I could see my flesh, well, fr those who dnt knw, it looks like chicken meat, yum yum, I mean eww, so I couldnt find th plaster and my tissue was damp with my blood, in th end I found my plaster, but a few mins later I had to change it cause it was full, filled with my blood, over flowing it, dripping down my hand, so I had to find another plaster, found it, and its quite full now, I am kindda afraid of knives now, are you?

2009-07-11T20:20:00.002+08:00

Today was a total bore. Didnt do anything, like at all. Pfft. Was suppose to fast yesterday. I woke at 3 to eat, I rmbred eating halfway, but whn I woke up at 11 am, I found my half-eaten nutella bread by my side. Hmm. I was hungry halfway and decided not to fast today :O Yesterday was enjoyable, Anisah th wholetime, my bestfriend. To me, a bestfriend is there fr you whenever you need her, goes to school in th morning with you even if she stops at Tamp, and whn you see her EVERYDAY, you just dnt get sick of her face/voice, and you never have nothing to talk abt at all.

I was wrong whn I didnt believe they said this couldnt last.

2009-07-10T18:12:00.002+08:00

So sad please. Everyone, cry now for one minute.

So anywayz, my week has been okzay!
Best period/Period I look forward most in school equals to Math. Hahaha. E Math th best. Vanessa Tan Hui Ning and me are such overachievers. Hhaahahahha. Like do so fast, still have one hour fifty-nine minutes left to do our own stuffs. Hahahahhaha. Library with Anisah Rahziah nowz. Miss her k. Ok, bye. Omg, 6 more days left to fast. OooOoo. Bye.